I lost my adoptive mother. She dragged me out of a terrible childhood and youth, and she has become my lighthouse. She was born with a severe heart condition that required multiple open heart operations and a rough existence. But this didn't stop her from doing whatever the hell she wanted to. We called her "The Dragon".
Only now do I realize why she was having so much heart issues. I am amazed that all exams and doctors don't understand.
She had a Lioness' heart.
She adored Bruce Springsteen.
I'm sorry for your loss. From what I read, she led by example in regards to how to fully live.
I am sorry to hear about your mother passing away. Losing a parent is so hard. I hope your art gives you strength and you feel happy with fond memories soon.